Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Life as it comes

mom's trip to sydney ..

The past month was a crazy merry go round trip for me.. with the family reunion happening ..
and i got to spend some great time with my bro, sis-in -law and ofcourse our bundle of joy my bro's kid..they were here from like 2 months i never realised, when it was time to bid our good byes and come back to our worlds which were different ..

it seemed like a dream, all the good times spent together.. we enjoyed, watched movies shared jokes.. got nostalgic about the childhood days.. seeing nikhita ( my bros kid) all of a sudden hit me that our next generation is here. we had to give as much as love ..care guidance as we can..
but i fear .. ( just being pessimistical at times) will our kids gel as much as we both did as kids..
and all the fun and cool times we had, living in seperate worlds ..i hope the bond grows stronger with the coming generation...
i know i am sounding old.. but some how seeing your immediate generation grow kind of hits you.. tells u that you aint a kid anymore..( as much as we all willbe at hearts ;) )

anyways i am glad we met after long 4 yrs.. and there will be more such wonderful reunions..
mom and dad have joined them in aus .. and i feel alone all of a sudden.. ya i know i am married and i have vineet and things like that and yet its lonely .. at times you just need YOUR family .. (haha i know how i am sounding ) but then .. its hard. .and will take sometime to sink in. to go to an empty house which was just the centre of joy and love for me

Time is the best teacher it heals the worst of pains ........... this shall also pass and we will meet again..